Divine love, kept from the star, held on the earth, de-press it now.
- Eriko Jane
- Oct 24, 2024
- 4 min read
Updated: Jan 6
If there is anything I have brought with me to be born on this planet earth, is it this love I have always known in my heart.
No one ever really told me what is to love someone, or how to do it. I do not even recall any story that I felt as bible to learn about love. It is also something quite different from what I have seen in my family in this lifetime.
It is this knowingness held in my heart.
Now I am recalling my time in my around 16 or 17 years old in around 2006 little after my soul encountered the first heart-crack-opening experience in the age of 15, which was the very first time I experienced 'de'pression. That time around 16-17 was the time I started to have this clear faith in my heart that there would be a moment that I would experience a huge transformation and awakening in my life. It was very first tough time in my life, and it continued for a few years quite intensely. Myself was the only and best supporter of myself at that time, however, I also had a sense that there was 'this being' who is walking beside me no matter I see him or not next to me. I knew that I was not alone in whatever I was facing. It is not at all that any of my psychic ability was on and that I could 'see' or 'hear' someone. I just had a sense of knowingness, which let me to keep walking my path or life forward no matter what. I even believe, to be honest, it was the only reason why I had never committed suicide at that time.
There was someone who touched my heart, almost as the first time, around that time. We met in a very specific occasion and I even didn't know his contact after all. What I want to highlight here and the reason why I bring this part of the story here is that the way I kept the feeling or love for someone, or what his presence was doing for me and my soul, almost for 3-4 years without having contact, were very much of what divine counterpart does. More than being next to you, he, in my case, profoundly supported my soul to grow, transform and experience 'becoming'. At that time I had, of course, no idea of what divine counterpart is, what divine love is at all, yet, my heart knew what these love would be like and could do. My heart, she kept the knowingness of what divine love was no matter what.
I want to add as a note here that what I meant at that time of 16-17 as 'awakening' is nothing to do with shifting from 3D to 5D as such or starting to have any psychic abilities as such. I just had this strong belief that there would be this moment that I come out from whatever reality that I was surviving from around that time and I knew I would experience 'becoming'. The closest story to what my heart was believing at that time was this Japanese animation 'Sailor Moon'. I want to stress that it was not my bible or it was not necessarily that I was a huge fun of it. I just had a feeling that that story is very real, nothing fictional, and holding something very sacred information.
It was only around 2015 when I first encountered the word 'twin flame' (or 'twin ray' in Japanese). I did not go deep in what exactly it meant, not until this summer in 2024.
What I wanted to share today here is, rather than speaking about who is, about this knowingness of what kind of love you are born with on this planet and what kind of frequency you meant to anchor on this planet.
When you are born with this type of love, the most powerful and, yet, the purest love, there are processes you go through. Here, I also want to start sharing my take on depression. During the process, there may be the process with depression, which I prefer to understand as 'de'pression, like myself. On top of that, we all go through the process of ascension and descension when you walk on the path with your divine love within, which also could bring you an experience of 'de'pression. But I know we all know the true power of our light to melt the fear and heaviness around the darkness with our light and let them be the pure counter energy to the light. They no longer press any of our light down, and we come to this point where we understand they are only here for us to achieve the ultimate state of unity. Depression is here for us to de-press and sublimate that weight laid out on top of our purest light, and for ourselves to let our own fullest power to expand eternally from now.
In the coming blog posts, I will share more details about how my experiences with 'de'pression in my ascension and descension journey have been, and what I have been finding.
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